Bummer!

Oh man, what a boring weekend. Just as I suspected, a lame ass weekend. It started off by my friend calling me to come to his party on Friday ~ But I didn't get the message until Saturday (today) so what did I do Friday night? Nothing. Then today... BORING! I went out for some Starbucks just now... *sigh* nice night but not a night to spend alone :( I keep thinking about someone who's bothering the crap out of me... I was doing so well too.

Lets dive into some good news... Went over to my friend Danny's house and his aunt was there, hadn't seen her in forever - she was recently married - and she nearly brought the feeling of family to me again but reality quickly set in and I was back to normal... anyways she noticed that I had been working out... Hah cool! My workout has been paying off! I try to go every day after work, since the gym is just literally 2 blocks away from my building... Well it brought up my self-esteem and motivated me to continue my routine!

Work is good, I'm kicking ass and taking names. Signed up for some training, the .NET 2.0 MCST cert training and some T-SQL - I could use a refresher in T-SQL. Anyways enough about work. I went to Lake Gregory/Lake Arrowhead today and took my neices... they played in the water, I stayed on the sand. Didn't see anyone checking my hot sexyness out so I need to work out some more. Need more motivation!!

And here's a new poem...

Blinded by this fog
It leaves me thinking I've won
Until again the wind blows strong
And takes this fog from my song
No longer it hides and in roll the tides
Once again to bury my eyes
This supernova ready to go
openeing up a big black hole
The Heavens cant think
and the Earth goes away
Together again these feelings one day